He texted me lastnight " Goodnight babe, I'm feeling kinda sick, I'm taking it in early". Originally, I thought nothing of it. Now its 11:34 am I sent a good morning text and got no response. Now I trust my boyfriend I really do but something is just fishy about this situation. Maybe because recently I caught him texting a girl from instagram. It's like ever since he put out his mixtape girls are coming from every direction. One of my friends told me she seen him at the movies with another girl. When I confronted him he said "these b*tches are hating, they don't want to see us happy, they want to be in your position." I don't think guys understand how it feels to have someone tell you your boyfriend is wining and dining the next female. I can't take it anymore "Where is my boyfriend?" I dial his number " You have reached the sprint voicemail of...." Is he f*cking kidding me? Why is his phone going straight to voicemail? He's the type of person that always has his phone charged and wouldn't be out this early at that. I call my homegirl " Hey girl, can I get your IG password, I haven't spoken to Shawn all day and I just think he's up to something." She gives it to me no problem, I sign on her instagram I go to @Dabaddestonee's profile, send a request. My heart's beating so fast, her bio reads "the baddest b*tch out, b*tches can't find they man cause I ride it good!!! Brooklyn but I be everywhere comfortably". I call him again " You have reached the sprint voicemail of 3478..." I hang up and go back to her page, she accepted the request. The first picture I see is MY boyfriend and her.... caption reads "good morning from me & my boo, we had a great night". That picture automatically broke my heart but something told me I had to continue. The picture from lastnight's had lots of shopping bags and the caption read "If it ain't tricking if he got it, it aint trickin cause im his". Now I'm f*cking pissed never has he ever taken me shopping. I been with this n*gga for five years and I have to basically beg to get something special but yet he's spending on b*tches he just met. Ding Dong... wtf who is at my door? I look through my peep hole and it's him! I open it like "n*gga....." but I stop because he has flowers and he's on his knees "Marry Me?" I automatically begin crying and say "I will, I will."